Imagine the emotions running through Jose Calderon’s head as he starts in Toronto wearing another team’s colors. Confusion. Sadness. Bitterness. Lust. All these and more clouding his brain, making it hard to focus on the game. He manages to make it through the first half, but in his haze of feeling, accidentally starts heading to the wrong locker room. He tries to laugh it off, but he can feel his eyes burning. He makes it to the visitor’s lockers, and he can hold it in no longer. The tears fall fast and thick.